The phone call

Receiving message in link with the book I just buy (spam or not ) I don't know I read one or two. Curious I check around on internet to find out who is that guy. Ok ! Another millionnaire! cool for him! He get a new challenge, cool for him too!

In the same days I receive a phone call to see if I can be elected to be part of his new challneges to raise a lot of money for an organisme and in the same time take a number of peoples and together have over 2billions$ of revenue. Why not? So I get few interview 3 or 4 on the phone. I'm broken at that moment . I just took a loan to pay out all my credit card, I don't work, I have no revenu and I have 800$ in one of my account. I have just enought to survive until my ski season start.

During my last interview, they ask me how much I can reach on my credit. I told them few thousands dollars thinking that this money will be invest directly on my business. They probably want to know how much I'm ready to put on myself.

Last interview I'm selected ! Ouar! Is everybody is accepted , I'm thinking. The last person with who I talk is the kind of manager and he told me that this week he selected only 3 persons and in the conversation he slide me a bill of approximate 5000$.

I'm happy on one side cause I will have somebody to guide me with my website to succes hopefully. In the other hand maybe I have been trapped like a mouse with cheese.

I start the program , thinking positive, If I'm not all on I will not enjoy 100% of it, I will member for one year and have a mentor and other online course during all that time. All I have to do to reach my goal is to listen to them do the exercice and reseacrh to develop my website. I'm already few steps ahead, I have my idea is started to develop and now I just to wait few more days before to get my website. We will see if that 5000$ will be effective or not , but so far he open many doors to ideas.

I'm excited to start. But I can't loose, I have no choice so don't look back look forward. Never give up you will never fail it is what one of the book teach me.

Mid october

I just started to read a series of different book from a guy call Robert G.Allen. I was thinking keeping all my money for my website and I find myself spending money in book. So I have to wait anyway for my website better read and check if that can help me. One book is ''the road to wealth'' nice I start to read it at night. It is about real estate , I'm doing a website how that can help me was my first though. Nothing to loose anyway, I have it in trial if I don't like I have few days to cancel, it is on their refund politic. I don't know if the politic refund work cause I finally kept the book and read it. More I read it , more I found other opportunity around me and for my website. that open my mind on some idea.

Make me think that I did some part of the book without to know and in a long was, If I had already know before I will be online since a while, just too bad I'm almost there but still open opportunity for the future ideas cause you can develop more than one idea. Not putting all the eggs in the same bucket !!!

october 2008

Every week the website supposed to be online .I can't wait I have enough ressource on internet to mak it explode but I need this website to make everything happen. So hard to wait , it is like have been train to run and ready to take the the track to run and win but you don't have your running shoes. The race can't start before you get your shoes and if it take too long maybe it will be to late cause the race will start wihtout you. Patience is a vertue, but patience can bring you down too sometime.

South hemisphere and summer

Days after days , E-mail after mail, everything was going faster and taking a better look. Paul start with an amount of money in echage with 50% and more the project go more he add money on. Unfortunely, we was late on our plan, the website didn't came out for july , not even a chance. But that was not a big deal, on my side I was less stress than the first part of my project. I knew I will have my product soon or later. So at that time I was more concentrate on my wedding which was in August. I finally had a view of our future website working on at the end of the summer. Still have some adjustment and paper work to do, but yes is alive. I think that I felt like a saw my future baby in his mother belly, not ready but you know his coming soon. a kind of fire inside you who gave a lot of energy and happiness.

Manu

Manu the designer for the website at the beginning was my motivater in many situaton. Specialy I remember have called him right the way after I met Mr.Burn who offer me his lawer and to be out of job. Manu was pretty busy, work and a baby with my sister. He took the time to listen to me and bring new alternative for the website. The new partner was welcome to the business and the words '' new breath to the site'' was from Manu.

The new partner Paul plan many change on our website, the url, the structure, the design... We was going to do a new website and be ready for the south hemisphere 2008 (july- september). Paul was extra motivate and spneding a lot of hour on the new website ( he still do, Thanks Paul).

The rythm of Paul and Manu was not the same, Paul take quickly the initition to skip Manu to go faster to the point. I was again frustrated, I though , I lost the control of my website. Argumenting with Paul for few days we finally came to a point. What a start! We both put water on our wine and build the website.

I love Manu work and after this one I will redo something with him without any hesitation.
Thank Manu

The idea-saver

Thinking, about the future of my idea I was woory. trying to keep it for me not telling my colleagues about their situation now. I can't , they all scared from goliath. I'm not. I face it and I still stand up. I didn't want to bring my problem to my guest either. I'm there to be sure they have fun not hear me complain about my problem. Few time after a leson when I was out of duty and drinking a beer with my guest I was talking about the idea of mywebsite without to give any url adress. I told them that I prefer my prouct finish and show them once done. They can't wait to know more.

One day, in a conversation about life and future my guest ask me what was my plan in the future. The cat came out from the bag , I explain to him my plan about my website, he have been so good on his question that he even get the website adress.

All day during the group lesson, when he had a moment he asked me question about my idea.
The morning after, when we was going to take the chairlift together he asked me :
''doing want a partner?'' of course talking about the business . Smiling I said yes and kept concentrate to my lesson. I didn't realize that I just get the light on my torch. My idea was taking a new breath.

Silence and think

Imagine I was my feeling at that time. But at that moment a learn another lesson, I didn't knock at the right door. This director his not my potential clients, his only one of these dictator who don't want his staff enjoy possibility to increase their income, don't want to share the succes of the compagny with his employees, don't show matter about new idea to increase guests service in his business cause guests give him money anyway why share when the business can keep more at the depend of his guest and employees. Frustration was my feeling. I wish I had a tape, a camera and have a copy of the speach he gave to me that day and show it to all employee.

After though, I was David front of goliath, and I have to play it smart if I want to be the winner at the end. I prefer have a good relation with my superior and have to understand their point. He was afraid that was clear, I had touch a weak point.